Meghan Markle is reportedly struggling with anxiety ahead of her trip to the United Kingdom with Prince Harry. The Duchess of Sussex has expressed strong reservations about returning to England on what is expected to be a tour linked to the Invictus Games event in Birmingham. The Duchess is struggling with conflicting emotions as she plans a trip that means a lot to her husband.According to the Examiner, Meghan has many concerns about the trip and the royal family’s plans. The Duchess doesn’t trust the palace “a bit” in expressing her feelings as she and Harry prepare for a trip across the Atlantic. “Meghan is trying to be strong because she knows how much this trip means to Harry. But she admitted she fears she is walking into a trap “to highlight the internal conflict Meghan is facing between supporting her husband’s interests and protecting her interests and safety.”
Meghan Markle’s distrust of the royal family
Meghan’s biggest concern comes from her lack of trust in the royal family. His concerns stem from his feelings about how the organization has treated him over the years. In Meghan’s opinion the royal family “spent years spreading poisonous rumors about her.”“So it’s hard for her to believe that someone has suddenly changed,” he said, implying that Meghan views recent developments in reconciliation with great skepticism based on what she has experienced over the past few years.
The Duchess of Sussex is said to be cautious about returning to the UK as discussions about a family trip continue. Photo credit (Instagram)
Dealing with moving old grievances
With the couple stepping away from the royal role in 2020, Meghan seems to be finding it difficult to move on from the pain that has gone on and on and off since then. These unresolved feelings continue to affect the way he views any interaction he may have with the royal family.
Concerns about palace officials and staff
While Prince Harry is said to be trying to mend his relationship with King Charles III, Meghan remains suspicious of other members of the royal family. The duchess is “suspicious of the lord” as she is with other matters of the palace.Meghan believes many lords are “at war with her and Harry, they’re just waiting for William to become king, then they’ll lose their position,” painting a picture of her belief that their opposition to the couple was permanent.
Walking in the ‘lion’s den’
Given the family’s troubled history with the royal family, Meghan is said to view the proposed visit through the lens of potential risk. In Meghan’s mind, things are beyond the King and she “can’t shake the feeling that she’s walking straight into the lion’s den.”Meghan would agree to the postponement of the trip, although she is ultimately pushing Harry to make the final decision. “No doubt if they stop, they will be very comfortable, but they are leaving the final decision to Harry.”Uncertainty surrounding the tour, as well as ongoing security concerns and complications, means that the pair’s return to the United Kingdom is dependent on overcoming a number of issues that remain to get the tour off the ground.